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【Pacific Rim】A letter from Herc Hansen【老爹写给儿子的信】

个人脑补设定：儿子死后，老爹为了发泄情绪，时常给儿子写信，把以往能说的不能说的都写上去了，把自己的追悔莫及、无可奈何、自责都发泄在信里。似乎信能架起一座桥梁横跨生与死，把自己未能说出口的话通过信给传送到那一头。生活中的风吹草动好像都是儿子的回信，一阵微风像是亲吻、handsome的突然叫唤像是欢迎……这样想着，日子都变得好过起来，等待回信的每一天都是全新而又美好的一天。

Ps.其实整篇都是听课时想的脑补，原谅我的渣英文....还有老爹的ooc...老爹整个人都变得琼瑶起来了呢

orz如有语法什么的错误跟老爹没关，都是我的错QvQ

可配合歌听：imagine dragon 的demons

https://www.xiami.com/album/1082457499

Dear chuck

You are my demons,also the fundamental part of my life,my happy source,my destiny and where my heart go.Without you,there is no hope.So tell me,where are you going,my handsome?Can I follow you?My world has been no color since that bomb sound.The only thing left is the dog,but soon I will lose that too.Please tell me,how can I deal with all these stuff without you,my son,my friend,my partner and my lover...

Every night,I ask myself,how can I be hurt,how can I not be there with you.Just as you said thousands times“fuck off,old man”Now,I virtually out of your life,have a life completely without you.How strangely?I always want you out of my life,just keep a distance relationship,see you have a girlfriend,or even a boyfriend.Because I can't face the spark between us,the love hiding in your eyes,and the emotion deeply in my heart.I just consider it's wrong,the thing are not supposed to happen.And that kind of love will destroy you.

You deserve a better one,the one who is not an old man.Just let the secret fade out and become my own demons.During that past time,my priority wish is not the world peace,but that you can have your own life,and let me pretend I was enjoying the life without you.How bad I am?xx.But now,when the wish came true,I found myself lost,lost the path,lost everything.I even beg the god withdraw the wish.In the end,I know it's all my foolish.

But be assured, I won't just sit here thinking of you all day.After all,I am a soldier first.So I am gonna do my work now,or tendo will be complaining all day.Bye,chuck,soon I will write you another letter,don't get annoyed.

                                                                                             Your dad

                                                                                             Your friend

                                                                                             Your partner

                                                                                             Your beloved